My Half Existence I

~< My Half Existence I >~

“Someone is telling me to be someone else but me…”

“Listen carefully to what I’m about to tell you.

You see, dark and light never go together. It’s either dark over light or light over dark. Never does the twin meet.

Most of us think that light can always get over dark, but the reality, my dear child, shows the opposite of what sounds real for us.

Human beings even though born in light, darkness mingles in his veins. In the outer world we dislike war; however, we’re living in conflict and fighting with our souls every now and then.

As long as we breathe, we cannot find peace among ourselves. Living is fighting.

On the journey of knowing ourselves, we strength both our light and dark side.

Maintaining that balance between these two sides is what guarantees our safety.

One cannot let the other suppress it, or else there is no hope to be saved.

On a boat above the huge angered sea, we struggle to live, but how do you expect us to remain that balance all the way, you may ask.

My dear child, that balance is found inside our hearts.

Mysterious as it may sound, yet our hearts cries silently.

Its voice echoes all over the world, but in an age of sophisticated technology and scientific research there are always mysterious in the spirit world.

It’s best to take the hard road. It’s best to forget that which existed.

In this new world, the longing is kept in isolation.

Souls are empty from friends. Life which was once priceless now lies beneath the feet. I’m surprised how it manipulates the needy although he knew its true core.

My dear child, remember!

History is a timeless imprint left by people especially by those who died in trouble, difficulty and anguish. Listen to its sound which leaves no clue as to what they were or why they had come…”

Mother…

You were wrong. I stand in front of the light with my darkness beside me…

It never let go of me…

The soul of a woman who bears a sad fate will soon clash…very soon.